But, there are two unusual instances (for which I wasn’t even present) that have blown my mind… The first was when I was in ICU. I can’t remember all of it – ask Mom… Mom (and maybe my aunt) was/were laying on the waiting room chairs & two homeless looking people walked in @ 1 or 2 am and took seats. She sat up and they started talking… about me. As if they knew me & my story, my life. They basically told her to never let me give up, that I was going to do it, that I had a light & guardians & the will to do it… that everyone would tell us I wouldn’t recover, but that I would… that God loved me & was holding me up. For me to pray & accept his will & guardians, his love & strength… I’d nearly forgotten this until today.
The past couple weeks have been tough & the weather changing is kicking my butt; I’m in a ton of pain & wiped out... So, mom brought me to work today. The door I choose to come in has a hill (more exercise for me), but a really heavy/non-handicapped door, so mom came down to help me with it as this guy was coming out. He opened the door; I smiled at him, said thank you/have a great day and headed off to my office. I saw him for like 15 seconds… I guess mom said thanks… that’s my daughter, she’s going to work. They continued to talk for about 30 minutes… (I’ll paraphrase, a lot) he said – boy she sure does have a light to her; she has “it”, what it takes, it just radiates from her… she has guardians around her; here & in heaven; (without knowing squat), he said that I’ve had two miracle births 1. my actual birth into this world was very rough pregnancy & I was 2 months premature/ tiny & 2. of course, my rebirth when I died in the accident & was resuscitated… anyway, he said almost the exact same thing the two other people said – that I was going to make it & not to give up; not to compromise what my heart believes… that God loved me & was holding me up. For me to pray & accept his will & guardians, his love & strength… just God’s way of letting me know to keep my rear in gear, I guess!)